The Glass house we live in.

 I guess people especially those around me get great pleasure in tearing me down or having some great power over me. I figure I do it to myself by holding myself in a holier than though mental state, There are plenty of things I do and Ideas I have that does not fit well with people. I am easy to hate and pick on. My Grandfather would say that the only true friends in this life you will have is the dead Presidents. They will open doors for you and get you what you want in this world. They will be your most trusted allies in this world. I hate to say it he is right. I hate people having power over me. I need to find and new place to live soon. Staying with Hippie isn't really adding up to being the fulfilling idea I once thought it would be. I need my own place to be myself. Trying to find a new job seems to be a failing endeavor for myself. I suck at doing interviews. I have limited money and I am worried. I place my trust in Gods plan, but I can not help but worry even though the Bible says to do the opposite. I am off to go get a new headlight for Eva (Ford Focus) Yes I name my cars. I hope to have a job soon.