I honestly can't say I am intelligent anymore.
So a couple days ago I lost half the things I own, mostly the important stuff my collectibles. Thanks for my childhood. The things that meant a lot to me. Including my computer and all the accessories. Which pisses me off to no end. I don't know how to handle it. Still trying to rack my head around everything. I I no longer can think myself intelligent anymore. Especially at life. Every time I plan something out and I think I've thought it all the way through everything just gets all screwed up. End of story. I have a feeling I know it's next and I'm not going to be happy about it. I'll write back into this journal in a few days. I honest feel like God is abandoning me. I'm just a joke. For everybody to point and laugh and have a good time.