The Foolish Misadventures and Mistakes of one Scotty Fennell

 Looking at my past moments and events. I wonder why I keep failing at this thing we call living in society. I keep losing while people stupider than I are doing fantastic. A friend once said my greatest attribute is also my albatross. My Honesty. I am too honest he said. Also I am thinking I am too kind and forgiving. I keep applying at jobs trying to rebuild my life or start fresh, but it seems I am never a good fit. I am at my wits end and questioning everything about myself. I honestly can not call myself a good person if this is what my life has come to. 

 I can not sleep thanks to the chest pain and lack of breath I have. Currently I am Homeless and I have to head to the hospital. I will write more on this whole ordeal and explain my issue in this moment. This is just the beginning. I can barely write so I will get off here and write again when I am in better shape.