Heading back to the Hospital

 I can not sleep thanks to the chest pain and lack of breath I have. Currently I am Homeless and I have to head to the hospital. I will write more on this whole ordeal and explain my issue in this moment. This is just the beginning. I can barely write so I will get off here and write again when I am in better shape. 

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